Life after Macy Kate.....

Life after Macy Kate.....
She is here and we couldn't be happier...we are now a family of 3!

She is growing so fast!

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Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Already sharing Daddy's love for the yard!

Macy Kate LOVES to be out in the yard with her Daddy! Doug has a true love for the yard/landscaping (guess it's something to do with his business! HA!) so he has already started putting that love in her - it's cute! She will be SO into whatever he is doing out there! He is already talking about getting her some gradening gloves and stuff for her birthday :-)
I can already see many a night in the fall of telling those two to come in for dinner and quit playing in the dirt! :-)


























Monday, April 27, 2009

Pretty In Purple

A week or so ago we drove out to Buckhead for a drama performance of Allie's and the church it was at had these pretty flowers and this little bench and we had time to kill and a camera in hand....so what do you think I did? :-)

She looks so pretty in purple (thank you Laura...for the outfit - it's one of our favorite's!) and as always, she's a HAM for the camera!


















The last few pics are of her and Allie & Maddy on stage after the performance - this child belongs on stage! HA!!! She is a total performer already!











Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Her first "studio" shot

There's a place by my work that does custom clothes and embroidery for kids and I only get to buy stuff there when it's on sale :-) The last time I was there they said a photographer was coming in to do some shots for fun and we could get a free 5x7 if we came in (the idea was to get you to buy clothes while there! Which worked because I had alreay bought the polka dot outfit but purchased the turquoise/brown dress while I was there that day!)
Well, I told Alisha about it so she could bring Logan too and we tried really hard to get a shot of the 2 of them together but we had no success until I had already taken her out of her special clothes and put her in her casual clothes but I was happy we got at least one!





I really like the shot of her in the pink & brown but the other one just does not capture her. It was good to get a few shots of her but honestly, I think I could have done better :-) But oh well, she is 6 months old and needed a "pro" shot or two so here they are :-)






On your mark...Get set....GO!!!

Well, TRY and go at least :-) Macy Kate is trying SO hard to get somewhere - anywhere. She usually just ends up going backwards but it's not for lack of trying :-) Soon enough we'll be chasing her down, but for now it's fun to watch her get up on those toes like she is in the baby runners race! :-)
































Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Easter Bunny visits & Christ has risen....is there anything better?

MK has NO clue what was going on Easter morning but she was still excited! :-)









We had a great morning with her and then went to an AWESOME service where my best friend sang like an angel "I Will Rise" - it was so beautiful!
Macy Kate was a little doll baby in her Easter "get up" - her purse was the real hit! Last minute Target dollar isle item! HA!!!
We went over to my in-laws' house after church and had a great time - my sister & brother-in-law and nephew came too - so it was one big family event. The food was great and the weather was PERFECT!

The best part of the day was knowing that we WILL rise one day to meet Jesus and because He died for us this is possible - what a gift!! I will rise to see my Dad one day and will sit with him & Jesus and sing praise songs - what a hopeful thing to have in my life!









Tuesday, April 7, 2009

Half of a year....what a gift from God!


My baby is 6 months old today - shocker!! I find myself sitting at work, typing this blog (yes, I know I should be working and I am, sort of) and also reading other blogs of people who mark today with six months or a year from the death of their baby and I find myself SO thankful for these last 6 months with Macy Kate - and every day that God chooses to have her in our lives. I don't know what I would do if we ever lost her but like these other people, we would lean on God and make it but we would never be the same. Isn't it breath taking how something so small can impact your life in such a HUGE way. I was a nanny for 3 years and I thought I knew what it meant to love a child - I would have done anything for Allie and Maddy and yet I still did not know the love I would have for my own child. It is something that oozes (is that a word?) out of me, and in turn, causes a wonderful ripple effect in every area of our life. I see Doug with her and I love him SO much more because of his love for her...I see what joy she brings to our family life and it brings me closer to my mother/father-in-law and makes me schedule time with them, for her....I hear the pure joy in my Mom's voice when she tells me she received a video or picture of MK and it made her day, and in turn I miss and love my Mom so much and am SO happy I can bring this joy into her life...I am brought closer to my sisters & sister-in-law & girl friends because I finally share this motherhood thing with them and it enriches my life to have them in it and us share this bond....it makes me thank God every day for her and for her health and brings me closer to our Creator and forces me to see a little bit of Him in everything, whereas before we were so focused on us....EVERY area of our life is made better by her presence and just think....she's only been here 6 months! :-)
In the last 6 months I have grown as a mom and a wife and a woman....I have a litte more patience (still working on this one! HA!), a LOT more love and a ton more to be thankful for. She has given me a new identity....I am a MOMMY...it's something I longed for growing up and I still look in the mirror when I have her in my arms and I can't believe she is mine...I am her Mommy...that will never change.
6 months ago today I was so out of it....I was begging for an epidural and asking "How much am I dilated now" and trying not to throw up - but still ended up throwing up! HA! I had my family & Doug's family in and out of the room supporting me....and my precious Dad offering to do whatever he could - UGH....I don't want to cry today over Dad but here I go:-) I will never forget that day - the memory of that whole time around her birth is wrapped around my Mom & Dad and them being here and the wonderful time I thank God we had together before his sudden death, because of Macy Kate. Also, because of her and the love I have for her Daddy, I had several people in the delivery room and that was not something I was sure about at the time but looking back on it I really did treasure that - it was perfect...everyone was wonderful to me and it is a memory that makes her coming into this world even better! God knew this little life that was about to be born would bring all of us together on that day - how awesome He is! Hard to believe that was only 6 months ago - feels like years on some days, but feel like just yesterday at times too. Little did I know, while they were "finishing me up", my Dad was downstairs giving everyone in the waiting room at Cobb Hospital a show of me giving birth - HA!! Intimate moment but he was so proud and excited, he just could not help himself! I miss that Dad - so proud, so technilogically advanced! HA!!!
In the last 6 months Macy Kate has changed so much! Amazing how much life can be in such a tiny body! She is so funny and SO happy - that is the #1 thing people say to us..."She is the happiest baby!" She smiles so much and just loves life and it loves her! She is sitting up so good and trying her best to crawl and I think once she gets on the move, we will be in for a new world because she will be a very active girl! Things she loves - She loves for us to sing to her, she LOVES to feel her Daddy's face, she loves when we go in together to get her out of bed, she loves to be outside, she loves to be rocked, she loves to sleep, she loves to eat, she loves her paci, she loves to watch people! She is just so much joy and fun and love all rolled into one adorable child!
We go for her 6 month check up next week and I can't wait to see what she weighs - my guess is 16 pounds. She is in 6-9 month clothes and seems long for her age. I have GOT to start scrapbooking her life - I don't want to just be getting started and she a year old! Every one of you know I take about 15 pictures of her a day so I have a ton to scrap! :-)
Here are a few pics from last weekend, along with a video of us going in to get her this morning - I will take some pics tonight to mark her 6 month birthday and post those later.
Thank you God for these 6 months and for all the days to come - you have them numbered, you know how they will go and I thank you in advance for every moment!!
Happy 6 month birthday Macy Kate!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Long Time No Blog.....

Well, it's been FAR too long since I have blogged - I feel like a bad blogger :-)
Well, MK is about to be 6 months old - hard to believe but that blog is for 5 days from now :-)
This blog is just to update you on our life. Our Houston trip went good - was SO hard to go back "home" and not have Dad there. It all felt weird and just....wrong! Especially since my sister was getting married...Dad should have walked her down the aisle, not my nephew. The last time I went down Camp Creek Pkwy I had that sister in the car with me...headed back to Houston to burry my Dad. So when we headed to the airport for this trip, I went right back to that day - it was hard not to focus on that. God got me through it though - He was not surprised I felt this way...He was not surprised that I would be scared and nervous to fly back home..He knew what He was doing puting this wonder Christian woman in the seat next to me to take my mind off of it all!
Macy Kate was a total doll on the plane and everyone loved her. Flying without Doug is hard enough (I HATE to fly!!) so having her was a nice distraction! The stewardess had some fun with her since it was her first ever flight!
I'll attach a few pics here of our trip, overall. MK got to meet her cousins (usually referred to as..."the twins") and she just wanted to eat their faces! HA! She looked so adorable sandwiched in between them! We had a morning at a park to take some pictures of all my Mom's grandkids and that was great - everyone cooperated and we got some great shots! Macy Kate got a little cold while there but she is doing much better now.
She is sitting up like a pro these days and eating anything you try and feed her! She offically eats "breakfast" and "dinner" and we'll soon throw in "lunch" - have to transition, it's hard! Need to go over it in detail with Dr. Cantrell at her 6 month checkup. I feel like she will have a tooth or two any day now - we'll see! She is getting up on her hands and knees too and she gets very annoyed when she can't GO :-) TIME to babyproof!!
Enjoy the photos - there's quite a few here!